Pvt. Leonard L. Church [A] (
motherfucking_ghost) wrote2017-05-16 10:03 am
Airlocked! R2 CR chart
| Lee Wisniewski ⎔ | |
Champion Comeback | |
Man, and I thought I took the pretending like I actually belong here thing too far. Not bad, just...needs to smell the reality a little bit. Still smart, still thinks this isn't real. Maybe she'll understand now. Or maybe she understood too well. I wish I didn't understand. I really wish I could say I didn't get it, because then I'd be way more pissed off at her. And I am, just...I just wish I wasn't disappointed, too. I hate her but I don't. It just makes me tired. |
| Yuuri Wakasa ⎔ | |
Champion Green Thumb | |
What is she doing here??? The fuck with living at school. As a club. She seems so normal despite that. Spoilers it's the zombiepocalypse and she knows what the FUCK she's doing. And also now she and Junpei are a thing. Bow chicka I miss Tucker. Despite everything that's happened to her and around her, she just seems like such a good and fun-loving and caring person. Jesus, why did they have to bring people like that here? Why can't it be a house full of Starscourges and terrible shit? I'm glad to make her smile. She needs it. I'll keep on doing it. She has got to get out of here. I'm gonna protect her even from herself if I fucking have to. Shit, maybe I understand how Grif felt about his sister. She's a lot stronger than I ever gave her credit for. She's been through so much fucking crap, and now she's got all of us, and we've got her, and if anything happens to this little sister of me (I refuse to think of her as a big sister), then there is going to be some unholy fucking wrath raining down. |
| Arianna of Caledonia ⎔ | |
Champion Sovereign | |
STILL DOES NOT BELONG HERE and I'm not convinced she's capable of feeling negative emotions. I'm down for her wacky wild kitchen experiments tho. Maybe she'll set something on fire and people will stop giving me GRIEF ALREADY JESUS She's just so innocent? But she also tries so hard to lead? And she never did set anything on fire, which is honestly kind of disappointing. Not adjusted to the modern world at all. It's kind of funny to pick on her about what she doesn't know, but she's strong of spirit, that's for damn sure. She deserves to go back to her own people. Princess Purple's a good kid with a big, gigantic heart, and she shouldn't have to--none of us should have to live through or remember any of this nasty bullshit, but here she is, out the other side. Through all the innocence and naivete, she's made it with us. She belongs here with us. |
| Nari Reno ⎔ | |
Champion | |
Knows what the fuck is what. Good head on her shoulders. Please cook forever. I kinda hope she makes it in this game honestly. What a good kid who isn't a kid. Willing to share booze with her if either of us find any or turn cooking booze into drinking booze. She's a hardass, but I think she expects it of herself for some reason. Like she feels she has to be the rock that Q tries to be, only she's got a WAY better poker face. What the fuck is up with that? She is ADORABLE when she wants to be. Surprisingly moody or easily influenced by her moods. Would probably never admit to that. Still our resident medical examiner, which...sure, I guess if your dad's a doctor and we don't have anyone better. There's shit in her life. And there's shit she's probably not telling us that is also in her life. She just deserves to be a happy chef somewhere. I think this is getting to her. She has the biggest complex about helping people and doing shit for them. What the actual fuck. That does not at all explain why she turns into a major fuckoff bitchitron when she plays pretend at being leader. It just makes her more dangerous in her predictability, if you wanna go that far. She's still cool, though. But I don't know. I don't know if I can trust her going along with stupid fun shit as her genuinely having fun, or if she's just trying to do something for me. How do I know what's really her, if she's so afraid of being a puppet? I don't know if we're really going to fix this. With time, I guess. She means well, I think, but we keep saying shit to each other and then not apologizing because we're both right in our eyes. It just happens to be a little more...a little sharper this time around. Neither of us knows what the other has been through. I don't know her shit...and she certainly doesn't know mine. If I'm a glass soldier, then I was made to be this way. She doesn't get to decide what I do or how I'm going to react, though. I could've taken it; I could've done anything for Queenie. We're just going to have to work it out somehow. At least it's almost nice to be mad at someone I can probably forgive? |
| Queenie Goldstein ⎔ | |
Champion Pukwudgie | |
Adorable retro girl I could totally sweep off her feet. DOES ACTUAL MAGIC AND ACTUAL BRAIN MAGIC??? WTF. From the LITERAL 1920's. Did not see that coming. Weirds me out a little actually. But she's got a big god damn heart. She takes care of people. Is it stupid I worry what happens if she doesn't take care of herself? Fun in bed. Great order-giver. Still insists on taking care of people, but...jesus christ, Q, she needs to stop trying to do magic on people or she's going to run herself straight into the ground. She's just such a good and fun person, if something happens to her--I won't say it. I don't know that she's going to make it. Even with the rest of us. I just need to try harder, I know I do, just, I can't be 100% to everyone all the time, I can't do it, but I want to TRY. If she doesn't come with me, I know I'm always going to wonder and worry what happened to her. Fuck if I'm gonna fuck with family, but she's MY family. She's too good to let anything happen to her. She deserves all the advances the future holds. I don't know where to start with everything she did and everything that happened and everything she doesn't remember. She knows. She knows what she did but doesn't have to remember. I have to be there for her, but I don't know--can I really judge her if I apparently made Epsilon? But I'm here for her. I'm here for her. I'm never letting her go, and if she disappears from me again, there's no going back. |
| Choromatsu Matsuno ⎔ | |
Champion Useless Heterosexual | |
The...very most normal guy in this whole shebang. No, really, super normal. Dumb kid. No abilities. Wants to just see his family and like pop artists or something. Took Takumi hard. I wish I could do something. I can't do anything. Still can't do anything. But I can get to know him better. If I'm a better friend to him, maybe...it might influence something. I can't believe he was driven to that, of all people. I have to try harder. Kid's taking it day by day, and maybe that's the better approach to all this. He seems like one of the least equipped to deal with all of this, but he's still here (whether he likes it or not). If he's willing to stay, then we're all going to help him through it. Because he deserves the chance to see his brothers again. |
| Roland King ⎔ | |
Champion of Lokapala | |
Knows his shit. Bit of a know-it-all but not in a shitty Simmons way. ALSO A TRANSFORMING DEMON WHAT IS HAPPENING IT WASN"T EVEN HIS FAULT PAL DID IT ON PURPOSE NONE OF THEM HAD ANY CHOICE I just have to keep being me and make people laugh because here i am the wacky funny guy thats me the comedy relief because its needed and necessary and he did this FOR US and it doesn't even matter because hes already dead that's another on the pile what if we all are? |
| Homare Nishitani ⎔ | |
Champion Chairman of the Kijin Clan, blah blah blah | |
Dude is from the ACTUAL 1980S. That's wild! He seems okay if...rowdy. I can work with rowdy. Okay he's a dickbag but he's still a dickbag I can work with. Down to earth. Needs to stop FIGHTING EVERYONE this is NOT FIGHT CLUB don't STAB PEOPLE Of course he'd be level-headed about this. I actually appreciate this big dumbass. brb kicking ass and taking names A beast in bed. Holy shit. No wonder Q's all about this. I have not hurt that bad in longer than I want to admit. Took Roland hard. I get he doesn't want to admit it. Yakuza. I get it. I won't be the one he opens up to. We're not like that. It just sucks to watch him try. Sometimes I wonder if he's really just got zero fucks to give or if it's a front for something else. I'm worried. I guess...I wonder if he knew. If you knew you were already dead and had the chance to help save so many people for the one person you love...I can't even begin to figure out how to make that choice. I don't know if what he did was noble, stupid, or horrible. Out of love, probably. Maybe he was tired, too. I don't know. He should be here. The fucking sex maniac. |
| Mikaela ⎔ | |
Champion of the Millenium Tree Forest | |
I don't...I don't even know. Ask again later. Can't ask again later. I never even spoke to her directly. |
| Mary Batson ⎔ | |
Champion Twin | |
Pretty sure she's a housewife who was never allowed to leave the house or something. Also a terrible liar?? But whatever, so am I. I feel like an ass about that (completely true) remark I made about nerf darts to the eye. She didn't deserve it. None of them did. |
| Heart ⎔ | |
Champion of Compassion | |
Chill. Perhaps TOO chill. A ROBOT? BUT A FLESHY ROBOT. OKAY HE'S A TRANSFORMING ROBOT i am DONE what is HAPPENING Good to know I can stun him silent. He's not the only one with weird shit in his universe, that's for sure. I hope he doesn't feel singled out for all the PAL hate. We don't hate robots around here! Not the worst ghost ever. I still don't envy him trying to figure all that out. ALL THIS TIME HE WAS AN ENEMY OF HUMANITY? He hid it really the fuck well. He just seems to like us, but now I don't know if it's because we're good to him and honest friends or because he needs to work with us. I'm going to do the dumb thing and trust that he genuinely cares about us, though. He's coming with me. I mean they're all coming with me, with zero doubts about it, but I can't even imagine what going home to that would be like. If he makes it through, he needs a clean start. He's just TOO GOOD for this. We can learn from each other, and by that I mean I can learn a lot from him. We need to be there for each other, and I need to be there for him specifically. None of this is going to be easy for him from here on out. I can't take him with me. I can't take any of them with me. There's nowhere left for me to go, and he can't go home again. So I guess...we're just going to have to forge our own way. And if we ever, ever happen, somewhere in the multiverse, to run into his creator? Then he'll have a team by his side to deliver an ass kicking for the ages. |
| Finn ⎔ | |
Champion of Resistance | |
Always nice to see a fellow bullshitter trying to fit in and pretend everything's under control. Doesn't know his shit. What kind of reality is he from? We have a bar now, so...I guess I'll...have to pour one out for Falcon. I'm glad he got to taste peaches. I'm glad he got a first kiss. I'm glad he felt a crush. I'm even glad for making fun of him for it. I just hate this...losing people around me. It's just slower this time. |
| Prince Takumi of Hoshido ⎔ | |
Champion Tactician | |
Is he like a brooding kid? Sometimes I forget he's even in the room. Eat your veggies, princeling. Cooler than I thought. More emotional I mean. He's got Finn's jacket now, and I hope it helps. Just when I was starting to get to know him. After Finn. Fuck. He was just trying to protect himself and others. |
| Angel ⎔ | |
Champion Traitor | |
Cute kid. Unnerving supposed abilities. Can't tell if edgy or abused or edgy from being abused or something. Scene kid? Really, really polite, super sheltered kid. I feel bad for her against my will. Same place as Rhys. Really, really bright. And really, really lying about something. This girl has SEEN SOME SHIT. And done some shit. And is some shit. Not in a bad way just in a fucked up way. I really hope her powers might be able to be of some kind of use. Her dad's a pinata full of moldy dicks. SHE COULDVE DONE IT SHE COULD HAVE BEEN A BADASS LITTLE RESISTANCE FIGHTER WHY DID SHE FEEL LIKE SHE HAD TO AND COULDN'T COME TO US |
| Clarith ⎔ | |
Champion Bystander | |
This poor girl, holy shit. I've met shaking chihuahuas less nervous than her. I think she needs to learn what relaxing is and that it's okay if she does it. Wow jesus christ I don't even know how I'd be in her position. Her whole life is a god damn Greek tragedy of epic proportions. She's almost better off here. Junpei insisted I talk to her more, and Ardyn trusts her, so I like her, too. I made her upset. Angry I think. Maybe she should feel it, though I don't know that I could do that. It's like not giving a fuck anymore except doing that by giving all of the fucks for everyone all the time. Isn't it exhausting to do that? Never the hell mind, she does feel all that negativity, you just gotta press her buttons. And SOMEHOW PAL doesn't hit any of them. She's got another complex, because that's what growing up abused does to you, but it doesn't mean I have to fucking like it. What does Ardyn see in her? Hope? She's just so tired. I know the feeling. She thinks I don't understand, but SHE doesn't understand that maybe someone can understand and then LOOK PAST THAT. Someone better hold me back before I punch her entire fucking sanctimonious face in. She'll have to come with us, and maybe at some point I'll stop being angry about what she did, but she made her choice, put her faith in the wrong fucking thing, and if she gets devastated when we destroy her precious PAL, then I'm not gonna feel the slightest bit sorry about it. |
| Ardyn Izunia ⎔ | |
Champion of the Infernian | |
Roomie. Actual king. Kinda has a destiny? Look at that hair. Not much of a sleeper. Cool dude for putting up with my shit honestly. I could definitely have had worse roomies. Possibly actually got dicked by his gods back home since he doesn't eat or sleep and doesn't want to think of what that means. Man I hope shit didn't really happen to him; he honestly doesn't deserve it. I have no idea what the fuck happened to him, but it's absolutely terrifying, and I can't believe I actually put my physical ass on the line to prove a point. (I can, though, I fully can believe I did that, stupid fucking asshole self.) And he trusts me to keep him grounded. No big deal, just keep the demi-demon (don't use that word) grounded so he can keep the entire rest of the mansion grounded. No problem. Sure as shit. Does he realize what he's doing? He doesn't. He can't. I'm gonna fuck this up. I'm trying really hard not to, because he he believes in me in some deep down genuine way no one ever has before. Maybe he's wrong. Maybe he's desperate. But I can't. I can't let him down. If I fuck this up, I'll never forgive myself. He's proved that he's a good guy. He's so, so good. Just with something fucked up inside. Like a thousand Omegas drowning Lucis Caelum out. No wonder he's muted when he's got it. I'm going to miss this. I'm gonna miss it really hard. I can't sleep as well when he's asleep. I don't know what I'll wake up to. I don't want this to end for him. I have to help. He's really the fuck done it now. He's in there. Under all that black. Under the hate. But now he's just...this. He's doing this. He's proving himself mostly wrong, but that's not it, it's not the point. I have to protect him from himself. I just might have to fail at my job to be good at it. I don't know where we are or where we're going, and he's more lost than I've ever seen. But I'm going to try. I'm just glad he's here with me, even if he wishes he wasn't. This whole place is going down if he goes before we're through. I'm going to lose him like Tex. Not in an explosion, but in a slipping away. He's here and he's so alive but he's going to lose himself a little and a little and a little more. It's going to be too much for him to take like this. I just have to keep him here with us a little longer. I'm going to watch him change and slip right between my fingers just like her. And then I'm going to lose him entirely. It's going to be Tex again. I can't believe I've fallen for someone who's going to hurt me all over again. But I wouldn't take this back even if I could. He's staying. With us. With me. He's staying. I think he does, but I don't know if he realizes how much weight he lifted from my shoulders. How much weight he keeps lifting. I don't have to carry all this inside me by myself. I never fully realized I had other options. This love is going to be tested to hell and back, and I'm ready for it. I'm ready for anything with him by my side. Maybe Tex would approve of me having a walking apocalyptic armory for a boyfriend. Maybe she'd be happy that I found anyone at all. |
| Mai Kawasumi ⎔ | |
Champion Scapegoat | |
Really quiet, but can open up a little if she feels it. Not entirely sure she feels emotions. Says she's not a robot but we'll just see about that. Doesn't seem to know how people react. Doesn't know pop culture. Unsure if she knows what fun is. She didn't deserve that. She didn't. She was like that for a reason. SHE DIDN'T DO IT. |
| Rhys ⎔ | |
Champion Hacker | |
brb quitting the UNSC and becoming a vault hunter from now on. Easy to get riled up, but in a fun way. Jesus fuckoff christ, at least the guy's got balls when push comes to shove, but I don't envy his position at all. Why are we having such a bad time with AIs lately? They can't all be dickheads. I have every sympathy for him, because living with Omega in your head can't be an easy thing, even if I think he was wrong. I have zero sympathy for Jack. None of it HAD TO BE THIS WAY. |
| Junpei Tenmyouji ⎔ | |
Champion | |
Finally, someone who might be as big of an ass as I am. Bro chum amigo dude comrade. I can dig it. He can be the new Tucker until I go home. Dude is a walking train wreck. He'd FIT RIGHT IN with the Reds and Blues. Pop culture reference buddies unite! Spider-Man has seen shit before. I know it goes against everything I know and do to poke at shit that should not be poked, but it's important if he has any kind of idea what to do here. If he wasn't Japanese, and from way in my distant past, and let's be honest from another universe probably, he'd be my brother. I'm pretty sure if he dies here, it's because he drank himself into a stupor. So I guess I have to keep doing silly stupid shit so he can smile. Blue Team represent. He can handle this. Maybe he handles this by not handling it and pretending that he's handling it so we all think he's handling it when he's not. He's the most knowledgeable of all of us in this sort of bullshit which in and of itself is bullshit. Please don't take this all on yourself you deluded christfuck assblaster. You mean too much. I'm proud to be his best friend. I don't think he wants to actually come with me. Too bad I'm not going to give him a choice, because it's got to be better than time travel apocalypse and amnesia-inducing fiancees. The best thing about best friends is you don't stay mad. And you know when you're hurting in the middle of posturing. We get each other even if we don't always GET each other. I can keep arguing with him about the time travel, and coming with me, but I know he'll pick whatever he does because he's a GOOD GUY who thinks he can DO GOOD THINGS. Yuuri's my sister, and this guy here is my brother. I can tell him anything, even if it takes a while, even if it's awkward. Truly the Peter Parker to my Tony Stark. I don't know if he'll be able to do the things he promised to Yuuri, but he's going to try, and even though I disagree with him, I'm proud that he sticks to his convictions. I want him to stay, though. In this shitty fucking timeline, with all of us. Because it sucks, and maybe he thinks it could be better, but this timeline has this family, and family's just gotta stick it out. I just want him to stand by us. Oh stand by me. |
| Cece Diver ⎔ | |
Assistant | |
I do not at all envy her job. Nari should hit it. I hum "See See Rider" every time I see her name. God, she is taking so much of this shit. Fuck PAL. He's at least as bad as Omega, if not worse. I just want her to stop having to do all this stuff. A morgue, get fucked. I'm lucky. Except that I'm not. We're lucky to know each other. But unlucky in these circumstances. She's dealing. Just not well. I worry. So help me I'm going to get the purple pretty alien babe out of here. She deserves NONE of this. |
| Kip Larimer ⎔ | |
Overseer/Bachelor | |
Wow. Where do I start? Oh he of the fabulous hair. Way too much sugar and cream and shit in his coffee, might explain some things. What a cool dude. I wonder if I can get him to print more bodies for me. With or without examining them thoroughly first. He's also being made to play this. It's not any fucking fair. Weird, but also the most fun I've had in a while. I don't know what he is, but as long as I don't end up with some weird alien kid, I don't even care. It's like he knows the most out of all of us but isn't good at actually communicating any of it. Jesus do I know that feeling. Pretty sure there's a hole in me. |
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